lephio the hole . org

I begin to dismantle

The feeling is strange. I seem to do things backwards. And 'as if you were making preparations to pull the plug.

Sometimes a company has a personality. They call it personality, but for those who have lived sometimes mean something more. Not that it is convinced of what I'm doing, but it really does seem to live down what I had given birth four years ago.
I see him in small things. Filling in forms. Call for public administration. Manage users. INPS. Current accounts. Contracts staff. Only this time I'm closing them. And it's strange because it's like you're tightening of the taps. And the company responds accordingly. Yeah do not get nearly as riba, and in a little will happen for f24, salaries, rent, bills .. as if the company was slowly losing less energy .. .. until we do the act of termination.

it is weird .. to think of it I'm talking about something that is tangible and visible .. But behind a name and a vat there is a lot. There are so many things. ideas. dreams. sacrifices. disappointments. successes. people.

I'm glad that the choice I made, but now I'm closing these valves, despite everything, I get a little choked me.