reset
I take the scooter and go slowly drifting. Toward the, aimlessly. In my thoughts I can not find an outlet, however, until there comes a natural desire. Swimming. I reverse and full throttle to the point where I can get a costume. But it takes too much, now I feel and know what I want. Shortly after I put the motor and start running. Less than 10 meters and I'm already feeling better. Once again, my body tells me clearly. I have to listen. Always. I do not even realize it happens all by itself, as the double game that I finished yesterday in my first game from first base. Gestures and traces and places where I was fine. The rides, cats, wind roses, races, shot caps, ice cream, creperie, the castle. I do not stop and go beyond. The legs move by themselves, the view s'annebbia and go to where it is not allowed. Collapsed on his knees. With satisfaction I see dripping one, two, three drops of sweat, until all the others do not fall on the asphalt to complete the picture. I passed. I think so. I say.
Fate does not exist, but apparently a part of me brought me right here. Not that I wanted to, without anything. And the text messages I received while I was on the ground makes me understand.
Reset: Turn off then on again.
Now I am here, on the stone where I spoke with my brother a few days ago. To write in my hole.
The hole lephio: possessed, schizoid, dissociated.
For better or for worse.







July 31st, 2007 - 21:31
Of course, always present and open for all kinds of talk !!!!!
By a teammate, a friend and a cousin ... ..
July 30th, 2007 - 15:16
Eh? ... Er ... I think it's something personal .. a post a little 'tight .. that does not mean your real state of mind to be honest even if the feeling is that something does not go in the direction you want and / or hoped for ...
Well .. lephio dear ... if and when you look upon me, I will be happy to listen to talk .. if you want to vent I would like you to know that there are ... teammates are teammates, but the real cool is if they are your friends ...
For the moment, a kiss
Massy